anxiety · communication · computers · diary · Internet · social media · technology · telecommunications

snafu! 21/August/17

apologies for the temporary ….. loss … of trans——–mission from my daily bloggery, normal ……….service?!/?!!! will be resumed …… as soon… ‘ish …………………….. as the techies can get their collective ethernets out of their collective rear sockets and …… fix me…… HELP!…… I’m suzzzzzzzing……… tchk tchk tchk! … interference …… interference….. ………. turn the dial… Continue reading snafu! 21/August/17

Anglesey · anxiety · birds · buzzards · diary · ornithology · Wales · weather

common as the clouds, 18/August/17

the buzzards have been busy soaring overhead sometimes even landing on my roof plonk! calling with a voice much too high-pitched for its size…….. once upon a time when I first moved here all those years ago a buzzard as a common sight was decidedly not, in fact spotting one caused much pointing, staring and… Continue reading common as the clouds, 18/August/17

anxiety · depression · diary · handwriting · madness · magic · meditation · mind · sleep · words · writing

magic or madness, 17/August/17

I abandoned myself to the darkness….. I believe one should write something every day, anything, preferably handwritten with a pen, in ink… or a pencil should one prefer…… lead can be a leveller, impressing its words depending on mood, what’s on your mood, dark or light……… the first line here are the first words I… Continue reading magic or madness, 17/August/17

anxiety · death · depression · diary · meditation · mortality · water

washing words, 16/August/17

with the last of the light I could feel the approach of dark, a meeting of minds, one inclined one disinclined, one refined one unrefined, stark as it is to be here between a touch straining pretence from its pores, there are no defences here, just porosity…….. they’re dragging the river with hooks and with… Continue reading washing words, 16/August/17

anxiety · Cheap Trick · diary · Dummies · media · politicians · politics · sleep · Twitter

pop tart, 15/August/17

what a strange night’s sleep…… full of ghosts…… ……. politicians, what are they like!….. leaders are even worse…… there’s a Cheap Trick song that inadvertently makes a perfect soundtrack for them….. “I want you to want me, I need you to need me, I’d love you to love me I’m begging you to beg me”… Continue reading pop tart, 15/August/17

diary · meteorology · nature · Summer · water · weather

hello rain, 14/August/17

hello rain it’s good to see you again been a while, though actually it hasn’t been more than a few days, four perhaps, since we last chatted, or I did anyway while you just rained…….. I’ve been laying here, awake of course, just listening to you and you seem in a much better mood this… Continue reading hello rain, 14/August/17

Anglesey · anxiety · arts · belonging · culture · diary · Eisteddfod · language · music · Wales

bye’steddfod, 13/August/17

I got two free pens…. and a stick-it notepad from the Eisteddfod……. and a memory of mini-moshers, three and four year olds dancing, or more accurately uncontrollably gamboling and waving their limbs uncontrollably in a front of a stage while bands performed……. I even spoke to no less than the National Poet of Wales…. albeit… Continue reading bye’steddfod, 13/August/17